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Jane says
Have you seen my wig around?
I feel naked without it
She knows
They all want her to go
But that's O.K. man
She dont like them anyway
Jane says
She's goin away to spain
When she gets my money saved
I'm gonna start tomorrow
I'm gonna kick tomorrow
Gonna kick tomorrow
She gets mad
Starts to cry
She takes a swing but
She cant hit
She don't mean no harm
She just don't know
What else to do about it
Jane goes
To the store at 8:00
She walk up on St. Andrews
She waits
And gets her dinner there
She pulls her dinner
From her pocket
Jane says
I've never been in love
I don't know what it is
Only knows if someone wants her
I want them if they want me
I only know they want me
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[24 Jul 2004|12:38am] |
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I think this is my anthem. Haha.
Her name is Noel
I have a dream about her
She rings my bell.
I got gym class in half an hour
and oh how she rocks
in Keds and tube socks.
But she doesn't know who I am.
And she doesn't give a damn about me
Cuz I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby
Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby
Listen to Iron Maiden, baby...with me. Ooh.
Her boyfriend's a dick
He brings a gun to school
He'd simply kick my ass if he knew the truth.
He lives on my block
and he drives an IROK
And he doesn't know who I am
And he doesn't give a damn about me
cuz I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby.
Listen to Iron Maiden, baby...with me. Ooh.
Ooh yeah...dirtbag.
man I feel like mold
It's prom night and I am lonely lo and behold
She's walkin' over to me this must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am?
Why does she give a damn about me?
I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby.
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe.
I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby...like you. ooh.
ooh yeah...dirtbag.
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[20 Jul 2004|11:32pm] |
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You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
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[15 Jul 2004|03:42pm] |
I haven't written in here in forever.. but I'm thinkin about gettin it back. I like this journal.
Right now I'm at Nicole's. I'm gonna see if maybe I can hitch a ride home from someone or something. We're going camping this weekend :)
I need to find a new layout for this. Sadly, my Kathleen Hanna one has disapeared. I loved that one, too. Hmph.
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[19 Dec 2003|11:45pm] |
HOLY CRAP!!
On Rosanne, they're talking about Bikini Kill (they actually PLAYED one of their songs!) L7, and Babes in Toyland!!!!!!!!!
The daughter hella likes them, and she calles them 'freedome rock.'
HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT?!
I'm all excited, lol. Dork.
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[13 Dec 2003|06:52pm] |
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Guess who this is.
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[12 Dec 2003|04:56pm] |
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I just wrote this whole entire long entry about Nicole, her drugs, and my guilt. Of course, my internet explorer froze, and I couldn't post it. I wrote it to get a lot of shit off my chest, so I don't think I'm going to rewrite it.
Sarah might be coming over to give me my christmas presents. I feel bad because I only have one of hers, and I don't know when I'll be getting the money to get more for her. The one I got for her isn't even all that spectacular.
What a friend I am.
I think I'm going to investigate some colleges now. I need to start looking for colleges that offer nursing and either pre-law or forensics.
What the hell am I talking about. I don't even know what I want to do.
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[08 Dec 2003|11:22pm] |
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I can't decide. Keep the bangs or not.
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[08 Dec 2003|10:18pm] |
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Oh yeah. I haven't bid on anything on ebay for almost two weeks. Go me.
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[08 Dec 2003|10:00pm] |
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I do not do drugs. I drink, yes, but no drugs. Life is fucked up all on it's own without drugs. When will people get that through their fat little skulls?
Yeah, anyway. Joe and I bought a Christmas tree today. I wanted just a little one for my room, but he made me get a huge one. Now it's 'our christmas tree,' and when we move out we'll take it with us. It's decorated with white and purple lights, so it looks kind of pretty. Oh yeah, and a penguin tree topper. It's awesome.
Tasha told me Nicole deals now. What. The. Fuck. First she tells me she's doing heroin, now she's dealing? What the hell is she doing? I can't help but think this is my fault. If I were around more, maybe she wouldn't feel like she should be turning to drugs. Maybe not. I don't know.
Sarah and I are going to get together this week, and she's going to introduce me to tofu. =)
I got my Bettie Page belt buckle today. To my surprise, it came with a belt, which is great. I intended on finding a plain black belt and then covering it with leopard print, and now half the work is done for me.
I also recieved my Rosekill CD. It's about fucking time. Well worth the wait, though. =)
( observe their sexyness )
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[06 Dec 2003|10:30pm] |
Bye bye red. Hello black.
And I hate it. =(
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[06 Dec 2003|07:49pm] |
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I want this so bad, but freakin Joe thinks it's ugly and is telling me not to get it.
PS: the picture is a link =)
I love it on me, and I want it. Damnit.
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[06 Dec 2003|04:38pm] |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif?v=88.8) _riotnotdiet
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) nachtkommen and I created it. Go and join now, if you know what's good for you. If not, well, I'll just have to punch your scum sucking little beety face in!
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[06 Dec 2003|04:37pm] |
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Went to school today. That was really boring and uneventful, so I'm not even going to elaborate on it.
Went to work last night. That was boring, but at the same time kind of fun. Melinda told me she told Shelbi how much of a fucking cock Adam was being to me, and she didn't appreciate it. She doesn't think he should be able to treat me like I'm the most horrible person in the world. And he shouldn't.
It was really awesome of her to do that for me, because I don't know many people that would.
He thinks he can shove me around because he's a man. He's such a fucking chovanist (sp?) pig it's disgusting. And I let him push me around, because he intimidates me. He's my manager, and I'm intimidated by him. Well, FUCK that. I'm never going to let him push me around again. Never.
How I could have in the first place completely baffles me.
I never used to be intimidated by him. I used to joke around with him when he worked at the Meadows. Maybe he doesn't like me because I don't worship his every move and create a shrine of him in my closet, as most of the girls at work do. Maybe that's why he intentionally trys to intimidate me. I don't know. All I know is I'm not going to let it happen. I'm going to respect him as a manager, because I have to. But that's it. No more!
Stupid fucking asshole. God how I loathe him.
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[03 Dec 2003|04:46pm] |
"A lot of people like to think of me as innocent, so that’s the way I behave to them. If they saw the demon in me they would hate me."
-Marilyn Monroe
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[28 Nov 2003|02:45pm] |
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Can someone give me a code to make an anti-ana community? I loooveee you ;)
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